Why I Started This Blog

What Writing Means to Me

It's not easy for me to start writing—even this first post. But I know I need to break through that mental barrier and put something into words that can help me understand myself and grow. Life only happens once. If I don't try to truly know myself before I die, that feels unacceptable. After all, my life is the only thing I truly own in this world. My thoughts and feelings might seem ordinary to others, but to me, they are unique and precious.

Beyond learning about myself, I also hope to leave something behind—a trace of my existence. I love reading. I believe deeply in the power of words. So many people have left their spiritual legacies through writing. In a way, is there anything more enduring than words?

Writing, for me, is a form of reflection. When I write, I feel as if I'm building a mirror—one that shows who I am, who I can be, and who I want to become. It calms me and reminds me to keep striving toward a better version of myself.

Why I Write in English

I've had a Chinese blog before. But because I'm a native speaker, I hold myself to higher standards, especially with long-form content. Whenever I notice a grammar or phrasing issue, I become overly critical. That pressure often stops me from finishing anything, so most of my writing ends up as incomplete notes.

I also want to connect with my international friends and feel more like a part of the global community. Plus, writing in English gives me a chance to practice the language. Especially now, with AI assistance, I can express myself and learn directly from the source, not just rely on secondhand translations that sometimes miss the nuance.

A Push from My Husband

I must thank my husband for inspiring me to finally take action. He recently built his own English blog, and after reading it, I felt encouraged. He shared his simple solution with me, which made it much easier to set up my own site. I really appreciate that.

I've come to realize that the first step is crucial. Often it's not that I can't do something—it's that I simply don't.

Looking Forward

What will I write about here? I hope this blog helps my friends stay updated on my life and what I've been up to. At the same time, I want to be honest about the messy parts too. For a long time, I've struggled with habits I want to change. For example, I often feel sad after spending too much time on my phone, yet I still find it hard to stop. I hope this space will let me reflect on those struggles and share not just my joys, but also my frustrations, doubts, and small wins along the way.

This blog may not be perfect, and neither will my writing. But I hope I'll have the courage to show my journey, step by step. I don't know where this blog will take me, but I do know that writing is how I make sense of the world. If you're reading this and feel the same way — a little lost, a little curious, maybe we can grow together.

Here's to more writing in the future, and to a braver version of myself.